Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Its been a long and hectic two weeks for me, with exams smack right in my face. Sigh

He finally left..well at least i know he won't be suffering the way he was... I'm sure it was an immediate pain relief, though you left without saying goodbye i'm not saying goodbye but see you.. cos i know years down the road i will join you in the house of our fore-fathers. (:
With love.
I need a break.

Sunday, May 03, 2009

quintessence of pain. (?)


Pictures taken last year during the trip to genting. Like finally after nearly six months...i receive the pics. Dont ask why the fuck were we dressed like that,i know super YP to the extreme.
THIS IS ALEX. As you can all see... he looks like any typical guy with long hair you see on street. well perhaps with that constipated face of his he can never look good on photos. But im here to prove you wrong, cos under my camera skills i capture miracle! HAHA scroll down..!




TADAH!!!! *DRUMS ROLL*

HANDSOME RIGHT. Edison chen prolly had to bow to
him. Well,even if you are as ugly as chahba we

wil still love you. (:


Teddies as usual but this time with a slightly bigger group of friends. I was kinda stuck right at the middle,had to juggle with two groups of friends which was not an easy task. Sigh, really wondered why things ended up the way it is right now. It is not like you guys quarreled over anything big right,it was purely out of my my good intention trying to bring both groups tgt in hoping that things could be sorted out but it seems to me that my plan was rather screwed and backfired on me. :( Once again i feel like im a lousy friend.I never like hamsters, or rather i never like rats. I know hamsters are a different breed rats but they are still classified under the rat category which ultimately makes them smell as bad as street rats. But val's hammie is cute, it is also the first time i don't smell bad odour that rats give out.



Miss kang was sharing with us about characteristics of different horoscopes, did not expect someone like miss kang to actually believe in something as skeptical as horoscope readings. haha, but nonetheless gotta admit some part of it was rather true.. like how a typical aries like me remains obdurate and refuses to give in.. and how aries can never click well with perfectionist like virgos and scorpios. These are the signs that speak with direct,accurate and abit of sarcasm, which is obviously why i can't stand some of these people. These people hit you where it hurts! And sad to say.. aries can never put down their high ego, i know there are times when we have to just shove our selfish ego aside but i cant seem to do so. I know by saying this im only looking after own desires: concerned with my own interests, needs, and wishes while ignoring those of others. But by trying to be a perfectionist you are not so perfect yourself.

Recently,my uncle was down with terminal stage cancer which led me to reflect on how short life can be. You see, on an average each of us has around 70years to live.. Its not really 70 years if you really think about it.
The most basic necessity would alrdy be the one that consumes most of your time which is sleep.. No one can do without sleeping that im sure but humans actaully spend 3/4 of their lifetime sleeping. If you are sleeping for like 8 hours a day that would be aprox 240 hours one month which is to say 6 days of your 1 month would we spend on sleeping. 6 dayS! geess...
So what I'm trying to say here is life is really really short and fragile you won't even know whats gonna happen to you the next second, i might just die halfway through typing this long essay who is to say you will live till 70, there is no assurance. My uncle is only 60 and he too could not escape the clutches of death and sickness, it really had a significant impact on me.. It really left me pondering on why is reality so cruel towards us, at the age of 60 its just so not fair. & it really really really hurts. I've lost grandparents to cancer not another one pls.
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