Not gonna dwell

I've been spending my weekends in a really systematic routine. Which needless to say,bores me to the extreme. However it was still an emotional and beautiful week. I see gloomy clouds and rainy weather when i try to picture this and next week,its the beginnings of prelims starting next week which is to say no more fun and jumping around this week. Its time to smell and breathe books,the thought of it irks me and makes me feel really angst and i know how much ground i have to make up with so much to squeeze into my slightly-bigger-than-pea brain with so little time. Inevitably spells d-e-a-t-h.
To add on to my woes and sorrows.. is the finance part. I super the very broke, and i have no idea where i spend my money on. They seem to appear this moment and disappear the next ?

And the last crushing weight and burden would be you.
You have the ability to create miracles and
good things good feelings anchors down deep in me at your presence.
but they never last, and i really hope good happenings last as long as possible.
Cos im not gonna dwell here anymore i promise, im moving on. regardless

it sucks. cos i miss you and i miss you so much

stay away or all the way. pretty sure either aint going to make me feel any better, but well.

life is a garden,have fun (:

And i desperately need a study partner who can take long hours of studying.

gosh,im in so much trouble.

Its 6am in the morning right now, I'm still wide awake so is my mum.
Here she is slogging her life away,waking at the crack of dawn just to put that rice bowl on our table to and fulfil her tedious responsibility as a mum and here i am still hanging out late and not doing anything to at least make her proud of her son. Sigh,what am i becoming?

my rotten apples

Our cute amanda trying to act cute !

A last min decision to club turned out really fun actually. ThE NEXT DIMENSION!!!!!!

love is not about how much you get,but how much you give.

Was at the NDP preview yesterday evening.6E bbq after the parade.stone till dawn.hit the stackwoke up, here i am in front of my lappy.waiting for char's call.