how ? =/

how do i go on ?
when i am facing the odds.
how long can i hold ?
how do i tell you how i feel?
understand this blog, i did all sorts of crap .
i don't get anything in return ..
ok,i am not asking for any return..
but just alittle response?
you don't seem to care do you?
i don't want anybody's sympathy.
and i don't pity myself..
i just can't seem to know why..