Those joyful expectation of the pleasent seem to pass off too quickly.
Fearful expectaion of the the unpleasent that creates pain do not seem to go away.

i shall be brave & calm when such unpleasent shit are thrown at me.
ya i will just hide myself in the cubicle some other time,have my lunch there
cos i simply dont want to know;

what has caused me to burst into tears will soon be forgotten.
& i will only remember that i cried but not why i cried.

so ya i will spent less time brooding over spilt milk.

sent me a helping hand (:


well,going to school was not very fun or exciting.
it was very draggy.Time past by so slowly,
after the whole thing ended i felt much better
for a certain reason the absent of your presence
is my cure.

HELPING HAND PLS .