HEllO BLOG!

Sorry for not updating.

Been very Busy with maple! & watching alot of japanese dramas!..

Let me introduce you people to one real amazing/addictive/tear jerking..

Its call "ONE LITRE OF TEARS"aka (Ichi Rittoru no Namida)

15-year-old Ikeuchi Aya was an ordinary girl, the daughter of a family who works at a tofu shop, and a soon-to-be high schooler. However, odd things have been happening to Aya lately. She has been falling down often and walks strange. Her mother, Shioka, takes Aya to see the doctor, and he informs Shioka that Aya has spinocerebellar degeneration - a terrible disease where the cerebellum of the brain gradually deteriorates to the point where the victim cannot walk, speak, write, or eat. A cruel disease, as it does not affect the mind in the least. How will Aya react when told about her disease? And how will Aya live from now on?This beautifully moving drama is based on the real-life struggles of a 15-year-old girl named Aya who suffered from an incurable disease, but lived life to the fullest until her death at 25. The script is based on the diary Aya kept writing until she could no longer hold a pen. The book that later followed entitled "One Litre of Tears" has sold over 1.1 million copies in Japan alone.Aya's only wish was "to live." REAL TOUCHING. I CRIED WHILE WATCHING IT. REALLY =(

this drama sort of gives me the drive to find a cure for this disease. So i might consider my future job..hmm neurologist.!

ive thought countless time how this disease shattered my life.but..this is reality no matter how sad, i cant escape it no matter how much i cry.
i cant return to the past no matter how much i want to recapture it. If thats the case,i must start loving myself now for who i am. Because there are so many things that i realized first time since i become affected..like what a blessing is just to have your family around you, or the warmth of a friend's touch when they lend a hand.
or how extremely fortunate you are just to be healthy. Not all was lost just because i was ill.. This body of mine is me.. Ive decided to live with pride.but from now on i've decide to find light in every step i take.! by aya