i feel like hayley right now- stupid..............

Wo 17 years old this year..
and it kinda feels very odd to still be in dmn.
if only wo study more yon gong during psle i would be alrdy be moving on to the next verse life- poly life.

Its xue siao very day-monotonous really!
& i guess cher's options of putting me yong and john tgt at the back row kinda backfired on them.
with like cheong at my right yong at my left and john barely a metre away plus plus a bonus of darren and adam on my extreme left. You can expect obnoxious behaviour, And true enough...
two chers walked out on us! (we caused one walking out. as for the other IDK why(?))
i think chers should not use such obsolete methods i dont think its working, instead of walking out of class i think they should CLARIFY who is causing the disturbance in the peaceful,serene classroom. Like dont judge the whole population cos of one. sigh
i need to change seat.

also i need to mean it when i SMILE. im more & more like a hypocrite recently and my mind is kinda disconnected from my body.... like some non living thing with no emotions inside and all vacant.
WO YAO CHANGE INTO someone with radiant smile and always feeling gay
HOPEfully chinese xin nian will add some positive drive into me. im going to stuff myself with all the bagua and p-apple tarts i can grab on. i dont like bagua actually but gotta add it in cos whats CNY w/o bagua and i only like the tart of p-apple tart. i HATE pineapple- its like a fusion of apple with some yellow stuff. a major turn off the fruit itself looks like some creature can you imagine p-apple with hands and legs and than imagine an apple with hands and leg! The apple is like totally cuter than the pineapple. Sucks, i sidetracked like this __________

im an alien.
bye